Chan chi Sonthanya kha!

Our thai teach gave us thai names today, and that's mine! It means evening(very much the opposite of my chinese name) or romantic poem:)).

It gets lonely when you have very diverse tastes, as I have realized. I don't seem to bond very well with people as I don't have much in common with them. I guess to be positive, you could call it being unique. However, in reality it just boils down to weirdness. Sometimes, I try to force myself to conform, to try to fit in. Maybe if I was more bubbly and cheery, I could make more friends. Maybe if I listen to 98.7 and love whoever is on the TRL top 20, I would find myself have more to talk about with others. Yet, each time I try to conform, my natural biological reaction creates a backlash and I delve even deeper into the diverse. I guess the only thing I can do is to get used to being lonely.